Landfill, Baby

by @orinthebard

NSFW Skirmish: Garbage (@atornberg)
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Liner Notes

For the garbage skirmish. Pls commend me for writing this song instead of scrolling tiktok for yet another hour of my life

Title inspired by Hozier’s “Wasteland, Baby!”

#acousticonetake #fuc

Lyrics

All my days are landfills
Trying to fill the time
I live in a landfill, baby
Cuz I don't wanna live in my mind

There's a beautiful landscape
But I'm stuck to my phone
Cuz if I stop scrolling
Then I'll be alone

I'm a trash can on fire
Or that's what I fear
I don't want to look at me
I don't want to be here

All my days are landfills
Trying to fill the time
I live in a landfill, baby
Cuz I don't wanna live in my mind

My mind is the one with the compactor
Push it down, seal it up
Cuz bad things happen when I speak up

And my self-isolation
Will drive me insane
But it's the only way I know how
To deal with the shame

Cuz I think something went wrong
With the way I was made
And we live in a cruel world
Where we throw things away

Throw me in the landfill
Where I put my time
Throw me in the landfill, baby
Cuz I don't want to live in my mind

My mind is a cavalier consumer
I think this human’s too fucked up
Can I just have another one?

But I'm stuck with the trash fire
And oh how it burns
In this dented old body
That constantly hurts

And at least I have color
And at least I have light
And at least I can warm up
This landfill tonight

All my days are landfills
All my days and nights
I live in a landfill, baby
Cuz I don't wanna live in my mind

No I don't wanna live in my mind

Comments

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Great delivery. Love the chorus- it is stuck in my head. Great voice. Great string playing.
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Love the imagery and how you build in layers.
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First a commendation for writing a song instead of scrolling on tick tok, I always look forward to your pieces. Lots of great lines but my favorite is "And we live in a cruel world /Where we throw things away", it is well placed and hits right there. Also liked the plea of "Can I just have another one?" which has a the double meaning. I think mostly everyone can relate to doom scrolling in the modern age, and the line "Cuz if I stop scrolling /Then I'll be alone" does a great job of summing up the experience, even if most people don't have the self awareness to realize that is the case.
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I do commend you for writing this. :) Your vocal is great. Really good little trills and riff with excellent range. I'm a little jelly. :P This got way more deep than I thought it would from your casual mention of TIkTok in the liner notes. I think it takes a brave person to say what you say.
[FAWM]