To Say No
by @zu_blus
Skirmish: To Say No (@ally_nicole)Liner Notes
I saw this prompt 2 weeks after it ended and it took me additional 4 weeks to figure out the verses and the story for a song. But I really wanted to share, even if it is super late.
Am I talking too much about fear in the first verse? That's why I used "feraless/careless", but does it sound like I took risks instead of didn't care about anything?
Lyrics
I had a heart out of stone
I felt so fearless/careless and bold
Now I’ve become paranoid
Trapped in the fear of unknown
I spun around like a toy
Wishing one day I would stop
I couldn’t tell what was wrong
Light disappeared from my void
And I fear that now
The worst is yet to come
The heat of the moment grows
And now it’s harder to say ‚no’
Now I blend in with the crowd
Quiet and not feeling much
I’m caught between right and wrong
I struggle to stand on my own
And I fear that now
The worst is yet to come
The heat of the moment grows
And now it’s harder to say ‚no’
I’m tired of fading to gray
Still, something keeps me in check
Now I’m at war with myself
Feeling defenceless again
And I fear that now
The worst is yet to come
The heat of the moment grows
And now it’s harder to say ‚no’