My Head's In A Spin

by @esc4p3

There is no demo for this song.

Liner Notes

This is a song about confusion, it felt pretty confusing to write! Because the words didn't come out in the order you see them now. But the song is also about positivity and hope.

As with my other lyrics this kinda popped out, I welcome someone who could Collab with music and/or voice.

#needsmusic #needscollab

Lyrics

V1
I don't cry, I just get dust in my eyes
I don't get mad because it just makes sad
Who am I to judge you, and yet I still do
I'm really not perfect, but then neither are you

V2
I thought I shall go out, my head wants to stay in
That food looks so tasty, YouTube says it's a sin
Facebook attracts me, so I open it up
Half the posts are immoral, or just plain corrupt

V3
Look at the time, there's not much of left of the day
I have so much left to do here, but nothing to say
Shadows are long, it's getting darker outside
Flowers were blooming, but now they've all died

(Chorus)
How do I decide, what is right and what's wrong
Where is that place that I truly belong
I want to speak out, but my thoughts want to stay in
And it only gets worse, my head is in such a spin
Wish I could make sense of all I'm feeling within
My world is a vortex and it's pulling me in
I tried to ignore it but it's under my skin
And it only gets worse, my head is in such a spin

V4
So here I am sitting all alone in my room
My life is on hold hope one day it will resume
Some days life makes so much sense, and sometimes it don't
I'm hoping life will turn around, but maybe it won't

V5
Some days pass quickly and I find time for a smile
Trying to be positive at least for a while
I've learned that a healthy mind thrives upon hope
Worrying all the time is a slippery slope

(Chorus)
How do I decide, what is right and what's wrong
Where is that place that I truly belong
I want to speak out, but my thoughts want to stay in
And it only gets worse, my head is in such a spin
Wish I could make sense of all I'm feeling within
My world is a vortex and it's pulling me in
I tried to ignore it but it's under my skin
And it only gets worse, my head is in such a spin

Comments

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It feels like a song about the gritty dusty swerving journey towards enlightenment.....Sent you an email about an idea for putting it to your music.
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@iveg
I read the liner notes first, so that colored my experience. Confused? Maybe a little - more toward the beginning. It may be more about breaking inertia. I am turning off my phone and going outside now.
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